Well it's just about time to wrap up my first year of college and look back on all the times - both good and bad - that have changed my life.. I believe I am a stronger woman, preparing to leave for the summer, than I was when I came here August 26th, 2005...
Love, joy, happiness, pain, frustration, and anger are only a few words to describe my feelings over the past year.... I think this is what I needed - this is what I was meant to do - to get away from all the drama and frustration and find myself.... Find out who I really am and who I will be...
8 more days... and then it's back to Northern Maine. This is good - I miss many from home - but it almost seems like I don't belong up there anymore. It just doesn't feel "right" anymore. I feel like an outsider - granted this is so because I have missed out on a lot; but it's just like soooo much has changed over the past year that I honestly don't believe I want things to revert back to how things were.
Sooo this is how I feel. I'm sure it'll be nice to be home for a while ... 4 months is quite a while though... Still need to find a job for the summer... Hopefully full-time to keep me busy...
Future plans: one more year at Thomas - taking 6 classes per semester to get more credits to look better for a transfer to USM...and this is where I will hopefully reside for a couple years :) | 
